Okay, when you say your father "has killed", could you clarify that? You're not just saying, he kills people's self-awareness, or kills their emotional health, or kills the truth, or something like that, are you? Are we talking about your father killing people in the way that makes their hearts stop beating and their bodies cool down?

I'm not being sarcastic. My parents "killed" a few abstractions in my life, and it's a real thing that really hurts. Just wondering.

I learned the enemies' ways because the enemy spoke to me through my earthly father. He still does. The wickedness of my father repulses me. It doesn't hurt me anymore. My Dad's deceit caused my Sister to die. I'm not going to say exactly, but she is ashes now. My Dad even seized the ashes from my mother and stashed them in his attic so no memorial can be procured for her. Her children were left to just forget about their mother. My Sister was 36 when she died. I never knew her. She and I never shared much. I wish I would have known her better before she died. That is deep regret. You never know when someone is going to die. Life is too short to not get to know the people you love. I will always miss having known her. I have pictures, but I have no memories. What lives on in my heart is the emptiness of death by violence, robbing away what you didn't have to give. It creates emotional debt. I didn't have her to lose; not in my heart. Yet, she was taken from me. The rest of my family will be the same way. All I will have is what I never got; more emotional debt. All I have is God. He is my only real friend. He is the only One Who ever treated me well. I love Him. I am a warrior orphan, trained by God to take vengeance on His enemies. God's enemies are not of flesh and blood. They are the powers and forces of darkness; deceit.