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Posted by: kafreen 08/07/2008, 10:10:34  (About author)
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NO, not ever again in my fucking life will i attempt a 'nutmeg high'.
It was last tuesday, my friend came over, and i had 25g in a milkshake, lucky for her she spilt hers. anyway 4 hours later i felt slightly warm you know high. but then i decided oh this isnt right, so i went home to be by myself. 10 minutes later.. "COME AND GET ME, NOW RIGHT NOW!! COME." i said to a friend over the phone. she drove me to the river, i smashed the car door open, yelling things like, where the fuck am i? nothings going to be ok!! im going to go into a coma, who are you?!! who am i where am i??!!. i ran into several barbed wire fences. TAKE ME TO THE F^CKING HOSPITAL!!! i had forgotten who i was, all of my memories, i was lost.i just wanted to remember, or die. I kept hearing distorted voices from my friend, who i had forgotten, i didnt know where i was, i thought i was on an operation table, and people were talking to me as if i had been there for ever, and i was insaine. i thought i'd never come down off the high. It was HORRIBLE. it wasn't like i was new to 'drugs' or anything like that, ive been high many times, but this was just a crazed dillusion, that i thought led me into a coma. due to the fact i was on anti-deprresants, the worst idea i've had in my life... was to combine the two. i reasearched about it.... i could have been dead. the two together...lethal, both targeting the same parts of the brain. that almost killed me. i've learnt one thing, and that is you only live once, a cliche saying, but something i need to embrace. |
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