It's your first time. 

As you lie back your muscles tighten. 

You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, 
but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. 

He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head 
bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the 
first time his finger has found the right place. 

He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; 
but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. 

He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to 
trust him. He's done this many times before. 

His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider 
to him more room for an ease entrance. 

You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he 
slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little 
pain as possible. 

As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the 
tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body 
and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. 

He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. 

Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head 
and nod for him to go on. 

He begins going in and out with skill but you are now too 
numb to feel him within you. 

After a few moments, you feel something bursting 
within you and he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, 
glad to have it over. 

He looks at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a 
chuckle; that you have been his most stubborn 
yet most rewarding experience. 

You smile and thank your dentist. 

After all, it was your first time to have a tooth pulled. 

    What were you thinking?